打开那扇门——《自闭历程》观后感

（应用心理学 肖潘 09034014）

这是一部很干净的片子，讲了一段很简单的故事，自闭症患者TEMPLE的成长经历，有母亲的关爱不弃、姑姑的宽容理解、中学老师的点播式教导，还有牛的尊严、门的想象以及变形又久违的拥抱。

片子静静的放完，结束于TEMPLE一个自信满足的微笑，窗外夜幕黑黑，脑中却翻腾着那些难以磨灭的画面。TEMPLE的经历真的很神奇，从一个四岁才会说话远离人群的小女孩到被人挖掘潜能后在牛槽的研究上很有成就的人，我想母爱在人的成长过程中真的至关重要。她的母亲尽了自己一切的努力帮她转学校，帮她为了奇怪的机器说情。电影中教授的一句台词说“我知道你希望自己的孩子像其他的一样健康快乐成长，所以尽其一切努力，好像她的不正常不快乐都是你的错一样。”这句话让我突然想到了妈妈，我知道了在我生病的时候她为什么像发了疯似的寻求一切帮助，只是因为对我的担心和爱，只有母爱才可以这样义无反顾。所以看到片中那位母亲，我不禁心生崇拜和怜悯，她曾经因为TEMPLE的拒抱而伤心不已，但是当这个自闭症孩子在中学老师的葬礼上临出门的一刻，克服着自已的不适给母亲一个浅短的抱，也许是第一次与母亲拥抱，给了母亲巨大的欣慰——久违了的一抱啊！这个拥抱就像冰封的湖面在春潮中轻裂开来。身体是一种无声的语言，依恋依赖关爱宠爱，往往通过不自觉的肢体动作几乎是无意识的流露出来，想一想上一次拥抱母亲是什么时候，上周上月上年或根本没有记忆，爱，需要表达，说出来往往显得肉麻做作，那就让我们常常的抱一抱吧，这至少能表达我们的一片心意。

片中除了伟大的母亲之外，我还看到了很多伟大的人，她的姑姑，她的老师，给她签研究生论文的农场经理，还有超市门口遇见的喜欢赞扬别人的太太，我想在TEMPLE的一生中将会出现很多这样的人，他们理解那些所谓的特殊人群的怪异行为，甚至他们的怪异想法，并给他们提供公平的，和善的目光和评价。特殊人群需要这样的人，我们的生活需要这样的人，我们的社会更需要这样的人，因为从他们身上，我们可以学到人人平等的观念，我们可以学到尊重他人，尤其是对“特殊”人群来说，尊重太被需要了。TEMPLE善良的希望减少对牛的惊吓，因为日常生活中处处充满了对过度敏感的她的惊吓。TEMPLE梦想着牛儿们平静的走向死亡，既然人们一定要吃牛肉，那牛终归是要被杀死，那就让它们无惊无吓的快速死亡吧，这是对牛的尊重。我不禁会想，既然人也是一定要死的，我们该怎样不叫死亡的恐惧成为黑影的恶梦，怎样对于承受着病痛只求解脱的病人以尊重呢？有时看见临行的病人，我甚至觉得地狱提早的到来，抽筋扒皮腐骨钻心，十八层的炼狱都比之不及，我们眼看着疼痛慢慢的一口口呑食掉一个人所有的美好，温和变成暴躁，豁达变成疑嫉，丰满变成枯缟，眼见着人慢慢的变成鬼，这就是我们对生命的尊重吗？我们是不是比那些牛还可怜，牛们尚且有TEMPLE呼喊着“大自然是无情的，但人可以有情”，那做为我们自已的人呢？是否有死亡的教育，是否有更仁道的对病痛的态度，是否有濒死的安抚和引领。独独的我们被抛了，真的希望那些将离去的人可以更美好一些，梦想着有一天中国有声音呼喊“生命是无常的，但人可以有情”。

看看片中关于自闭症的那些机构，我不得不提，中国自闭症的相关机构太少了，从诊断到治疗困难重重，于是许多的小孩失去了最佳的治疗期（11岁之前），

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往往长成家庭和社会长期负担。虽然这些人可能对社会的进步起了很微小的作用，甚至是社会的负担，但是他们毕竟也是人，如果国家能真真切切的关怀社会中的特殊人群，我想和谐社会才真的有意义。其实人与人没有正常与不正常，just different,but not less而已。

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第二篇：Temple Grandin(自闭历程观后感)

Temple Grandin (Drift 2, Week 13)

At the beginning of the film, Temple Grandin enters into the room and makes a self-introduction. Her voice sounds a little bit bold compared with other normal girls. I feel there was something special in her but I don’t know what it is. However, as the film develops I know exactly what this kind of specialness is. Temple has something very innocent in her nature. When she speak, she uses a straight way to express her feelings and opinions. Unlike most of us, her way of speaking has not been restricted. She doesn’t think too much about how other will people judge her, thus, she dares to speak out what she wants to say. To some extent, she represents the very nature of human beings. When we were very young, young enough that we have not been socialized, we behaved similarly with Temple in some way. But Temple remains this kind of innocence and that is very precious because most of us have lost it.

Perhaps it is because I myself have once experienced some mental problems that when I see her struggles and sufferings, I can understand her well (I don’t use the word totally because we are in the different situation). For those people who have never experienced mental struggles they can nerve imagine how pain it is. If you finally tell them about your problems, they think it is not a big deal and they like giving suggestions as if they were the psychiatrist. However, Temple and I are all fortunate, because we finally no longer regard our mental problems as a kind of disaster and we stop doubting and fearing; even if we still carry the effects it brings to us. Temple has a great teacher, Dr. Carlock, to lead her into the beautiful world behind the door, while I have a lot of kind people around me who understand and support me in my hard time. But I still believe the ones who changed our life were actually ourselves. Because we have the spirit of perseverance and a desire to live better, we will conquer the strongest enemy-fear, anxiety.

Another thing I want to mention here is Temple’s talent. She thinks in pictures and connects them later. This extraordinary talent helps her to be successful in her work. Maybe it is just her mental problems that make her think in a different way. She is totally absorbed in her work and she always come up with ideas that are different from others’. So sometime we don’t need to feel pity for our shortcomings, because when God shut up a door, he will open another for you. But if you cry at the door closed, you will never find the door that was left open for you.

From Temple I can feel lots of strength, one may not be able to choose their background, but he can choose to live this short and hard life meaningfully. Otherwise, if you don’t make efforts, you are doomed to be defeated by it. So treasure your life and be the master of your own fate, no one is going to save you from the darkness, except yourself.